ELECTROCARDIOGRAM (ECG)

ermmm really?

2010-04-22T16:43:00.000+08:00

你我曾经深爱过的某人，无非也就是芸芸众生中的一个，只是爱由心生，自以为他/她会是今生最爱，当你感觉你爱她，你用心去爱就觉的他/她最珍贵，当万物归原，生命仍然继续，他/她无非也就是我们生命中的一个过客。

我们根本无法确定哪一个才是今生最爱，如果不懂得去珍惜，你身边这个爱你的/你爱的人，在某一天，也会成为你身边的过客。

找一个你爱的人不容易，找一个爱你的人也不容易。如果无法确定哪一个才是你最爱的人，何不在自己成为别人的爱人的时候珍惜这份感情？爱由心生，你告诉自己是爱他/她的，自然就可以爱上他/她。

如果你爱的人不爱你，也请记得：爱由心生。是你太过于把目光集中在他/她身上了，试着放开视线焦点，你会发现光亮的蜡烛到处都有。

爱与不爱，无非也就是在一念之间。

过去的事情过去的爱情，就让它过去吧，那只是我们生命的一部分，只是茫茫大海中的一滴水珠，只是漫漫苍弩中的一粒微尘。没有那些过去，也不会造就现在的你我。

珍惜当前，永远胜于三心二意

Job or Career

2010-03-29T00:58:00.002+08:00

Job: a person's regular paid employment
Career: one's professional life; one's progress in one's job

Job - Provide Stability, Provide income, Life is to be enjoyed outside work,Responsibilities defined & Safe.

Career- Provide Flexibility,Provide satisfaction, Makes life enjoyable,Requires initiative, Encourages risk taking

so are you looking for a job or a career?

valentine's day

2009-02-14T01:45:00.002+08:00

so, what do you do during valentine's day?

you say :"i love you" to your partner?
( why only say it on that day, or you actually realize you only love her or him on this day but not other day or if you say it on valentine's day it actually means more)

you buy a present for him/her
( but you still buy her gift even is not valentine? so what so special about valentine's gift)

you buy her flower
(why cant i give her flower next week? the flowers are more expensive during valentine's)

you bring her out for a special dinner
( izit mean that other days you dont need to bring her out for dinner)

so why do you celebrate valentine's day? is there any other reason other than because everyone else celebrate it. if ur partner only show his or her love during valentine's day, then i think you better start looking for another person to celebrate with you next year.

i wonder who is the smart fella who created this occasion. may be it is not suppose to celebrate this way. may be it suppose to be like the chinese valentine's day where you go to the river"throw" oranges to get a partner. so valentine's day is actually for people who look for the other half rather than for the people who already have a partner.

from what i observed, i think it is too commercialize. the roses in the world suddenly become so precious and expensive. the chocolates, the wrapping paper and the teddy bear also suddenly become more expensive. the sweetness of the chocolate still remain the same, the size of the wrapping paper and bears are also the same. why it needs to be more expensive? people just celebrate it because they have to not because they want to but actually do we need to? some people even feel depress when thats no one to celebrate with them.

so ah, if you really want to celebrate it, after this week you better buy the rose seed( grow it now) then plan for ur next valentine's gift. buy it in advance, then you can save alot of money d.

you can say because i am single and not in love so i cant understand, in fact i really dont understand. so pls educate me and share with us if you understand.
if you are in love , what so special about 14 of feb, everyday should be a happy valentine's day!

p/s this is just some random thought, dont get offenced if you do celebrate it. is definitely legal to do so haha. do enjoy if you celebrate it, and dont be sad if you are not.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2009-01-25T21:08:00.001+08:00

祝您
一帆风顺
二龙腾飞
三羊开泰
四季平安
五福临门
六六大顺
七星高照
八方来财
九九同心
十全十美
百事可乐
千事吉祥
万事如意！

SHOCK

2008-12-11T06:58:00.003+08:00

it has been a long time since the last time i log in to friendster. i don't know why i log in yesterday and i saw a message about one of my friend from kelantan passed away few days ago! what a bad and shock news. she is just 19. she was my "junior" in xue hai. she is a really sweet and nice girl. although i am a medical student, i still cant accept the fact that life is so unpredictable. when this kind of thing happen to people around you, whatever things that i learn in medical school regarding breaking bad news, death and bereavement, palliative care, end of life arrangement are just not applicable.

live your life to the fullness. do not delay to the next day! who knows you might not even have the next day.

dear angeline, rest in peace...........

（吉蘭丹‧哥打峇魯）《星洲日報》東海岸區《學海》聯誼會，吉蘭丹小站第15屆學生記者賴嘉琪（19歲）腦部積水進行手術後昏迷10天，週四（12月4日）上午約7時宣告不治，中午送往萬縣的保利莫火化場焚化往生，眾學記淚眼相送。

根据《星洲日報》向家屬進一步瞭解，嘉琪是因為先天性心臟有孔而影響腦部積血和積水。

醫生25日宣佈腦死

嘉琪於11月23日轉院至古邦閣亮理科醫院後昏倒在病床上，隨即進行腦部手術，惟不幸的是，醫生於25日宣佈嘉琪已經腦死。

嘉琪是週四上午約7時宣告不治，其親友包括《星洲日報》哥打峇魯辦事處主任洪維聰、東海岸區《學海》聯誼會，吉蘭丹小站負責人羅水萍及學記們都前往送別。

嘉琪一年前在首都某私人學院就讀，並在男友雙親開辦的律師樓幫忙。

活躍學記隊人緣佳

是日，其男友及雙親都到場送嘉琪最後一程，現場一片哀傷。

進行火化後，其家人將安排把嘉琪的骨灰置放在父親的靈位旁，賴父是數年前因病逝世。

在學記隊裡，嘉琪一直非常活躍，而且人緣极佳，學記們獲悉她的情況，都特地前來丹州探訪。

對於嘉琪，學記們一直為她加油打气，儘管在這一刻，嘉琪還是离開了大家。

sane or insane?

2008-11-29T22:02:00.004+08:00

醫科生精神問題嚴重‧衛生總監揭每月至少5案例

（吉隆坡）是壓力，抑或競爭激烈所致；馬來西亞醫藥理事會每個月收到至少5名醫學系學生精神出現問題的案例投報。

衛生總監丹斯里依斯邁今日（週六，11月29日）作這項披露時，呼吁大專學府關注醫學系學生的精神狀況問題。

衛生總監感痛心

“我作為醫藥理事會主席，在每個常月會議中，發現至少有5宗精神出問題的案例呈交給醫藥檢討小組，我對此感到痛心。所有醫學院必須謹慎和仔細遴選學生，僅僅以成績來選學生是不足夠的。”

依斯邁週六在“訓練未來的醫生：我們做對了嗎？”研討會上發表主題演講時說：“一個面試是否就能選出適合的醫學系學生？學生是因為個人抱負，還是因為父母的期望才報讀醫學系？

“他們（學生）已經準備好勤勉工作，而且還是長時間工作，甚至必須犧牲他們的種種生活樂趣？他們是否有精力去走這條既長且艱辛的路程？”

“他們又是否經得起作為醫學系學生和過後成為醫生，在醫學教育上所帶來的壓力和激烈的競爭？”

依斯邁指出，他提出這種種問題，原因是在醫藥檢討小組中，就已經看到和收到很多醫學系學生和實習醫生有精神問題的案例。

他說，如果醫學系學生出現精神問題，應該嘗試去治癒它，因為在面試成為正式醫生時，精神狀況將是重要的考量因素。

星洲日報‧2008.11.29

am i still sane, if anyone at anytime suspected i am psychotic pls let me know k ahaha.

exam.....

2008-11-17T22:53:00.003+08:00

4 more weeks to go!

i definitely do not have the quality or ability or determination to be a nerd.
or i am just simply lazy.

started to hibernate even is not winter.

when you wake up, you will then realize you are a day nearer to your exam or it also means that you will be free from suffering very soon.

two ways to interprete it

1)because when you fail your exam, that's it!
can start packing and balik kampung and have a "good , long rest" or may be rest in peace- so considered free from sufferring

2) you did really well, no need to suffer anymore( temporarily) and can enjoy your christmas break.

so short term or long term relieve?

i don't know, but by judging the way i am studying now, i think i will have a long term free from suffering soon.

Thank you

2008-09-19T03:26:00.001+08:00

mind your food!

2008-09-16T06:21:00.003+08:00

I had a tutorial by a renal dietitian today. She taught us about fluid, salt and potassium management in renal patients. Initially I thought this is kind of rubbish tutorial, is just a waste of time.

But after an hour sitting there, I realize something. I just take things for granted especially the food, my daily diet. Every day when I call back, without failed my mom will ask me whether I drink enough water. Without any hesitation, I will reply “of course I do” even though I know I am not. What happen if I developed renal failure in the future?

A person who has renal failure and on dialysis only allow to take in 1 liter of fluid per day. fluid retention will lead to hypertension, cardiac failure, pulmonary oedema and eventually DIE. 1 litre day, it sounds very simple right( better still no need to drink so much)! But do you know that this 1 liter included the fluid in your food as well, not just the water you drink. A cup of milk in the morning, a bowl of soup for lunch, a cup tea for hi tea, an apple in midday plus a cup of plain water. That’s it; you had already consumed more than what you can. But is not even a day yet, how about dinner? How about the rice during your lunch? How about the gravy in your meat dish? the fruits you eat? All of that have to be take into consideration.

About the salt intake, they only allow 1 teaspoon a day. How many junk foods you take everyday? How many packs of salt you put when you order French fried? Don’t forget about the MSG in your food, it is also a type of salt. Cheese, Ham, Smoked food and the ready cooked food, all of this content high level of salt.

About potassium, renal patient have to avoid coffee, chocolate, fruits, milk, bananas and lots more. Food with low potassium level are like animal fat, bread, rice, biscuits, pasta. But they are high in carbohydrate! How if you have renal failure and diabetes at the same time? Is there anything left for you to eat?

So people, watch out with your own diet. Eat healthily! That’s no turning back if the organs go into failure. Medication only can maintain or delay it to be worse. Drink plenty of water, 5 portions of fibers a day, regular exercise and have enough rest. If not when you go into renal failure, you want to drink also cannot. i know is kind of hard to change your lifestyle especially food. but as for now at least you have to be aware of it. mind what you eat!

music and you

2008-09-10T01:07:00.001+08:00

A study done by a psychology professor has found links between personality and music taste. More than 36,000 people around the globe took part in the survey

According to the study

1. heavy metal fans are gentle but lazy and lack of self belief

2. indie music listeners lack self-esteem

3. lovers of pop music are uncreative.

4. country and western fans are hard-working

5. rap fans are outgoing

6. jazz and classical music supporters are innovative and bursting with self-confidence.

Those who listen to heavy metal and classical music share character traits of being creative, at ease and introverted.

so do you agree with this?

Another birthday celebration!

2008-09-07T03:56:00.007+08:00

this time is DR GONG. actually wei lynn and adeline birthday are on the same date but we celebrate it separately because our DR G have to work in Dundee. so when she come back on one of the weekend, we planned a surprise party-a Japanese night for her as well.
lazy to type all the details, may be adeline can leave a comment and tell us what happen on that night!

the food we had on that night!

wei lynn's 22nd birthday

2008-08-30T20:27:00.007+08:00

This is a very late post, i was in the CNS (central nervous system) block. finally i saw some real brain, real spinal cord, eye operations, and some ENT surgery. i think the ENT week is the best week. Met a superb geng consultant MR K.

ok back to the topic, last 2 weeks was wei lynn's 22nd birthday. we planned a surprise birthday party for her. it was really a big surprise!
(part 1) lydia started the story by telling her she will bring her out for dinner with deborah only. (part 2) on the way to the restaurant, i called her and said that kong fui and i prepared a surprise dinner in our flat for her( lydia make her give some excuse to reject us) *and she felt very very guity and sorry for that. actually all of us is in the restaurant waiting for her d.
( part 3) after i called , we decided to kacau her again, so is fabian's turn to invite her to their house. until this point, she still haven suspect anything strange happen. ( haih, no sure to be happy or sad haha)
(part 4) when she arrive the restaurant, she is like" wah, all of you is here!" she is so happy and excited!

we celebrate it in this Italian restaurant "poldino's"

the food was so so only, although is recommended by the scottish tourist board

the birthday girl

the hand models haha

group photo

birthday girl with all the guys, noticed the curve, haha

girls

another group photo

bye bye ah gong

2008-08-05T15:39:00.002+08:00

to my beloved ah gong, bye bye.......
thanks god for taking care of my grandpa for 98 years and today he decided to leave us behind and go to other places. don't worry ah gong, rest in peace.

this is the only photo i have with you, such a shame.
thanks to chew quin leng who did a good job to my external hard disc,i lost the one and the only one soft copy of this photo as well. luckily i printed out some of it before that.

so people appreciate all your family and friends when they are still around, no regret.
Give them the time they deserve, because these things cannot be put off till “some other time.”
busy is not an excuse.

random

2008-08-04T05:08:00.002+08:00

hello people.......
this is the second week of my new block.that's mean my summer break ended 1 week ago, but i think i am still like so slack and chill as if i have 2 months summer break like others. time just passed, not really sure what i did for the past 1 month. traveling?? no, just a few days. sleeping?? may be. reading?? not at all. gossiping and chill with others?? no, just a while. haih, better plan my time properly, if not i might just fail my forth year exam. ahhhhhhhhhhhh stress.........

last week was my neurosurgery week, a lot of theater. met a surgeon from india who is so enthuse in teaching and i got to scrub in for surgery.yeah! managed to see hows a real brain and spine look like. fun! he even put my name into the patient's note as an assistant ahaha, hopefully won't get into any trouble if there is any complication from the surgery.

some updates from previous post
-summer trip was great! uploaded some of the photos in facebook, if you interested can see it from there.
- fixed my stupid phone.spent 29pounds for the lcd screen.the wallet is crying loudly and is still very sad because he lost so much weight after all the trip and the unnecessary expenses like the phone.
-got my internet connection, very unstable, keep disconnected. but is better than nothing.

p/s for my friends from mentakab, noticed less and less blog entry except for chui wan and shyan. everyone must be busy with the new work. although i never call some of you, don't worry i still remember all of you. i still managed to keep in touch with my satellite and know whats going on there( just made an 3 hours phone call, kind of talk about everyone from head to toe ahahah)

ok thats all for the moment, not sure when will be the next blog entry. soon...soon..hahaha

catching up

2008-07-13T22:46:00.003+08:00

hey, sorry guys. have been missing in action for 2 weeks.
this is because
1. just moved to new house( no internet connection)
2. final week of the block ( assessment)
3. summer break( went to glasgow and london)

tonnes of things to update..... but will do it slowly because i still have 2 weeks break.
just read all the new posts, seem like a lots of things happen esp in mentakab. kindly update me pls haha.

p/s and very sorry to daniel, kent keat and hwee hong cos cant wish all of you happy birthday on the day itself . this is not because i forgot about it during my trip but is actually the screen of my phone cracked after i accidentally knocked my phone against the hotel bed frame in glasgow.so i cant access to any phone number or sms anyone since it was all saved in the phone not sim card.

Lost and changes

2008-06-22T06:53:00.001+08:00

Last week was my palliative care posting, it was not as depressing as I thought. In fact, I think it is more happening than other wards or department. The quality of life is the keyword to this block. Palliative care is not to prolong life but to make the life which remain as comfortable and as meaningful as possible.

What do you mean by a good quality of life? You will have a better quality of life when the gap between your life expectation and reality is small. So one of the aims of the palliative care medical team is either try to bring down the patient’s expectation or try to achieve the reality. For example, one of the patients wish to attend her grandson’s convocation but she was to ill to move around. Instead of bringing her to the convocation, the medical team arranges a photo shooting session in the hospital where they call all the family members and her grandson with robe gather around to take a photo. I personally think that this is very warm and sweet. They will try their very best to fulfill all the patients wishes.

In one of the tutorial, we talked about lost and changes. We have an activity to let us experience lost and changes. So if you interested, you can try it yourself. First prepare 12 pieces of paper ( about 4cm x 4cm is big enough) and pen.

Then, answer the first question. 4 words that can be use to describe yourself? You need to write each answer on each separate paper. For example cheerful, talkative, kind etc. so now you write another 4 things or people that are very important in your life for example family, friends, dog, money, status, achievement or whatever on another 4 separate paper. And final question, 4 events or activity that you usually do like sleeping, sports, shopping, eating, talking with friends or cooking.

Now you have 12 answers on 12 pieces of paper. Look through all the answers and choose 2 out of the 12 which you think you can give up easily. How do you feel when you lost these 2 things in your life? Then you have to choose another 2 and imagine how you feel, then another 2 until you have nothing. Imagine how you will feel when you lose this entire thing 2 by 2.

From this activity you will know what is really important for you in your life and you know how you will feel when you lose it. So, now is time for you appreciate them while you still have them. At the same time I think you also have to prepare yourself for losing it one day.

p/s another thing I like about this block is they provide us coffee and biscuits everyday during our break haha. They also provide us lunch so that we have more time to talk to the patients. Is not the normal lunch you know, they have starter, main course and dessert. They are nurses to serve you as well hahaha. You just need to eat and talk to the patient.

oncology

2008-06-16T07:38:00.002+08:00

Last week was posted to oncology ward. Nothing seems interesting to me except meeting some really enthusiastic oncology consultants. They are really into this field and keep encourage us to specialize as oncologist but this is just not my cup of tea hahaha.

The ward is pretty sad and pathetic. Not many patients in the ward. If there are any, they are not that well to be examined by us. For that reason, I have tutorial for the whole week, not really have any patient contact. Technically we are posted to the teaching room of oncology ward rather than the ward room. But for the sake of assessment, the consultant allocates us some patients.

I got a patient with an advance stage of colon cancer. During the interview, I was trying so hard to get a full history from him, because he keeps telling me about his feeling and worries. I do recognize his psychosocial issues but my main concern at that moment was the case writing for assessment. So I was not really dealing with his feeling, I think he must be mad at me, haih see how bad is my professionalism and communication skills!

Yes, I do know that as a doctor we have to see the patient in a holistic way. We must treat the patient as a whole. But how to deal with so many issues in such a short interview? I think I need a lot of training for this. The patient really need someone to talk and listen to them, they really have a lot of worries in their mind especially in cancer patient. Some of my friend’s patient just started to cry when they talk about their condition. They know that they can’t live for long and no one can assure them about their prognosis. Basically, they are just lying there waiting for the miracle to happen. This is really bothering me.

As a doctor we are always wanted to help and heal the patient, but sometimes there are a lot of limitations for us to complete the tasks. I had realized and accepted this fact before I entered medical school, but when I face it now I still feel sad and helpless about it. Respect all the consultants and other staffs who deal with this everyday. Luckily, there are a lot of social workers and support group around to counsel and help them. they even have specialist cancer nurse to take care of the cancer patient. Compare to Malaysia this is much more advance and better. At least there have much more info and support. Back in Malaysia the burden mostly go to the family members, so the quality of life will be definitely different from the patient in UK.

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Hope you all are not bored by reading my post which is all about medical stuffs. My life is so routine here, besides my studies nothing much happen. So bare with me k hahaha. Next week will be even worse because i am in palliative care block. May be there will be more sad story to tell.

Next week is also our 4^th and 5^th year senior’s final exam. So after 1 week, there will be another batch of doctors coming out to serve the community. All the best and good luck people!

haematology block

2008-06-07T19:23:00.001+08:00

Just finished my haematology block (the study of blood). Phew!!!!!
This is quite a good block to start with because imu prepared me quite well in this subject (I think); at least I can answer some of the questions during the teaching and do not look so dumb in front of the local students haha.

Generally the drs here are very good and nice. They can explain really well and slowly guide you to the final and correct diagnosis at the same time keep stimulate your brain to think properly. Wah, I can’t describe the satisfaction when I finally understand the whole picture of the disease. From the patient’s clinical features to the investigation, rule in and rule out your differential diagnosis and finally go to management plan. Oh, everything just makes sense and linked perfectly. These just make me even more enjoy the course.

In this block, we are required to clerk a patient and present it as our assessment. We need to come out with our own investigation and management plan. I got a case of acute promyelocytic leukeamia(APL). She is my first patient for my 4^th year medical study; I think I will remember her forever. She is really helpful and cooperative, and she even taught me about the disease. I never study about this disease before in imu, I was shocked when she said she is having APL. Then she is the 1 who tell me, oh this is cause by translocation of the chromosome 15 and 17. I am just so lucky to get her as my patient, if not I think I will just scratch my head and at stare at her without knowing what to ask during the history taking.

However, haematological ward was quite depressing. The patients who admitted are mostly for the treatment of leukeamia and lymphoma. Some of them were here like 8 or 10 years ago. They come to hospital on and off for blood transfusion or chemotherapy. All of them look very unwell, mainly due to the side effect of chemotherapy. They have hair loss, bruises all over the body, bone pain and lot more. Fortunately or unfortunately the patient and doctor relationship are quite strong, since they are here for such a long period. Few days ago, one of the consultants discuss a case with us, he treated the patient for quite some time but he passed away from some complication. When he was telling us the case, he started to sob. I know this is not so professional to take the case so personal but I think sometime we just can’t do anything about it. Doctor also has his or her own feeling, dr is not that emotionless and heartless I think.

This incidence just reminds me that I should train my EQ well to overcome this in the future. I think this is quite a tough job. The consultant is about 60 years old but he still….

I shall see what will happen to me if I am in that situation. Next week I am posted to oncology ward. Another depressing ward haih……..

BBQ

2008-06-03T01:23:00.002+08:00

Last week, I was invited to a bbq party organized by one of my batch mate, Adrian. He is from Singapore. So, all of us (the imu students) went. We managed to meet some other Malaysian and Singaporean in the party. So I named it a Malaysian and Singaporean gathering. One of the Singaporean friends make a joke “may be we can start discuss about the Malaysia water supply to Singapore now, since we have so many Malaysian and Singaporean” (lame)

They come out with a theme “traffic light” where people who are attached have to wear red colour shirt, single green colour shirt. If you are complicated then is orange colour. I find it very interesting and creative to know each other in this way hahaha. Everyone also have to bring their sunglasses, this is part of the dress code. They also provide some funny sunglasses. If you want to know how funny it is, you can check up the photo from my facebook.

Another interesting thing is, the bbq here always held in the afternoon. I don’t why, but I guess if at night it should be too cold to stay out. So, most of the party is in the afternoon. Luckily the weather was nice, the cold wind combine with the Malaysia like sunlight. Is like genting, I find it very comfortable. I don’t think we can do anything outdoor at 1pm if is Malaysia, we might be bbq even before the chicken is cook haha.

After the party, Nawal ( a JPA student from my batch) give us a ride back to our hostel. On our way back, we realize the air pressure in the back tyre was very low. So we decided to go to the nearest patrol station to pump the type. And I discover another interesting stuff, the tyre air pump machine need coin to operate it. I was so shock when I know that, cos all the while in Malaysia I never pay any money to pump my car tyre. Air only wo, like that also need money! I wonder whether is only free in Malaysia or only UK need to pay. Anyone know the answer?

what the $@$#$%^#&

2008-05-31T07:27:00.003+08:00

The story starts from a letter from my bank. In the letter, is stated there if you wanted to be exempted from tax, you have to fill in a R85 form. So, I just walk to the bank and ask for the form. In the form they required me to fill in national insurans number( something like our IC number) obviously I don’t have the number. Then the bank direct me to the office where people apply for the national insurans number. But the officer say I cant apply the number for the sack of tax exemption. It is illegal to do so. So, the officer said the bank should have known the policy. So, he tells me to go back to the bank.

I go back to bank again and tell them what happen. Then they suggest that I should call the tax council. ok I call the tax council, the customer service say I should get a R105 form instead of R85 since I am international student. But, the bank doesn’t have any R105 form. And they direct me to get it from the tax council office.

Fine, I go to the tax council. Walk all the way there, the officer said they do not have any R105 form, I should get it from the bank. OMG! What is this???? What freaking form is that. Then I walk back to the bank, and shout “the tax council said they don’t have any form, I suppose to get the form from the bank” I was so piss at that time.

Then the help deck call here and there cause I insist to stand there until he finds out for me. Then he shows me the helpless face and brings out all the forms in the office and shows it to me. Then they suggest me to go back to tax council again since the forms are distributed by them. What? I am not going to walk there again, and I say instead of me running around, why don’t you call the tax council.

And finally, the result is the bank doest have any R105 form so I have to pay tax.

Why I need to pay tax, I am not working. I am not a UK resident. I am a student. Ok fine, if I have to pay tax, why you send me a letter to me in the first place. Don’t tell me I am the first international student who open an account here. Don’t bully me…… although I am from third world country don’t look down on me. Oh you no so black people, I don’t think you are different me. You are only a little bit fairer than me k. even during lecture or group discussion, the lecturer and student tend to comment a lot about developing country (third world country). they like to compare our health care system, our mentality, our poverty, our education. oh come on, how civilize are you? you just know how to get drunk and waste all the health care resources. We are not that bad k, don’t ever think that you are superior to us.

Wasted all my energy and time to walk around like an idiot. oh develop country! now i know how you look like.

Reborn

2008-05-28T01:51:00.003+08:00

Shame on me, from update of the week, it became update of the month. Not to say I am very busy but there are always things for me to busy about. This month is my ethics block. Not so hectic, just have to write a 3000 words essay and a few presentations.

About the 3000 words essay, it was nightmare to me. I never read so many journals in my life before. I spent almost 2 weeks to crap for the whole essay. 3000 words are considered a lot to me. Luckily I have friends to help me check my essay. If not my tutor might die of excessive blood loss after vomiting blood while reading my essay. So a big thanks to xiang ying and Benjamin ng. Thanks for the comments and corrections.

Currently, I am still working on my group presentation. Hopefully it will be fine. Not really contribute during the group discussion. But at least I tried my best to do as much research as I can to gather all the information for them. Other than that I don’t know what to do for the group. I don’t think is a good idea if I volunteer myself to present the stuff, I might cause my group mates fail in this block haha.

In this block, I learned a few things which make me think for a while. The first statement that I wanted to share is “something which is lawful is not necessary ethical”. Do you agree with this? I think law is a useful guide to medical ethics but it should not dictate to medical profession. For example in some country, abortion and assisted suicide is illegal. But is it an absolute no? Even under certain circumstances? So our lecturer joked with us and said “the laws do not allow me to assist your death, but I am permitted to keep your life miserable as long as possible.”

“A medically competent patient has an absolute right to refuse to consent to medical treatment for any reason, rational, irrational or for no reason at all, even where that decision may lead to his or her own death” (Re MB (medical treatment) 1997) this is very sad if happen to my patients in the future. Should I allow them to do so? Dilemma…..

Immanuel kant said human have moral values because they have reason-the power to think in universal term not just in term of personal self interest. So acting morally is doing what reason shows to be right not what happen to suit me. I shall bear this in my mind.

update of the week

2008-04-17T06:23:00.003+08:00

Time passed really fast here, without realizing it, I am here for more than 2 weeks d. I know I should update my blog more frequent, but everyday seen to be so busy for me. This is my second week of bridging course (a preparatory course arranges by the uni for the imu students to adapt into their system). I found it quite useful and fun just that it is too tiring. Everyday we will have class from 9am to 4pm.

Quite a lot of interesting thing happen during the course, especially the first day of school. We were actually late for the 1st day! This is due to some misunderstanding between the office clerk and us. Luckily I went to the hostel office to pay my rent in the morning and the warden tell me that the person in charge in the uni are looking for us since 9am and we are still in hostel thinking that we are having our class at 1pm. Then all of us just ran to the uni as fast as possible, and reached there about 12pm. when we are there, the clerk said “I think all of you just do not understand what I said” and she looked so pissed off. Oh gosh, that was so embarrassing! But luckily at the end of the day we manage to settle all the registration work. ( sweat!!!)

Aside from that, everything goes well. I love the clinical and ward teaching here very much. It is so much better compare to Malaysia. The hospital is big and apparently it is the biggest hospital campus in the whole Europe. WAU! A lot of patient, variety of cases, you also can find and see lots of sign and symptoms which I only can see it from the book before this. The lecturers here are also generally more helpful and experienced. They will guide you step by step until you understand; they encourage you to think and never ever look down on you. Unlike in Malaysia, the lecturer always taught that they are more superior then you. Lecturer in Malaysia expect you to know everything under sun, you really look like an idiot if you don’t know.

Even the simulated patient here is better than the 1 in Malaysia haha. They are really friendly and nice; some of them are very experience and manage to point out our mistake during the physical examination. Once I had some culture shock during the gastrointestinal examination. It was a female patient, when it come to the liver percussion, I have to do it from the upper part of the body(where the breast located).I do not have any experience in examining female patient back in Malaysia since we are more conservative and the female patient usually don’t allow us to examine them. But this do not happen here, she was so experienced till the extent that she straight away removes her bra for me even without I asked. I was shocked and little bit shy haha. But since she is so cooperative and brave, I also must grab the opportunity to learn and practice.

Beside clinical skill, we also have some communication skills class where we have to learn the Scottish slang. This is not fun! I find it very hard for me even some of the patient is speaking in the English, esp the old patient. Sometime I just feel like walk out from the ward and make a phone call in Chinese. Their language is totally different! When you are in Aberdeen and someone ask you “ foo are you” pls don’t reply I am Jackie. Foo are you are actually how are you. Haih! Hopefully I will get use to it soon.

ok enough for the academic part! As for my life here,ermmmmmm. Ok la, besides study, then is cooking lo. If not then is grocery shopping or walk around in Union Street (the main street in Aberdeen). I also did some exercise last week. I went for basketball game in long pants and jacket haha. After playing for an hour, instead of sweating I am shivering. The weather here is still like shit, it is still very very cold here. The coldness also makes me walk faster. Achievement of the week, I manage to walk to uni in 25min now while others still need 40 min haha. Ok I think this entry is too long d. I will stop here. I had uploaded some pic in facebook and there will be more to come k.

Aberdeen......

2008-04-10T06:05:00.001+08:00

Hey people, I am in Aberdeen now. So sorry that can’t online right after I reached here. But from now on, I had my own internet connection. *yeah*

Ok, next I should tell all of you about this city. Generally, this is a very nice city but the only thing I want to complain is the weather here. It is unpredictable! on the day I landed here, the weather was very ok about 7 degrees. My zara jacket is good enough to survive at that moment and the seniors said the weather was “darm” nice because it was sunny, but after a while when we walk around city it start raining heavily with the sun shine brightly there (weird). We still continue walking because senior said it is normal and it will stop soon. The rain really stops after a few minutes, then the wind come. I had been here for 9 days and it snow twice d. For your information Aberdeen is current in the spring season and it snow! I wander how the winter is in Aberdeen. Now I am used to walk under the rain, don’t worry people; I think I will get use to walk under the snow soon, because some of the senior can wear t-shirt and short while we are wearing 3 layers, glove and scarf.

Next is the food here, the first meal I had in Aberdeen was a fast food shop with the name TFC “tasty fried chicken” something like KFC and the price is almost the same as Malaysia KFC. Not much of culture shock for the food. Then our 1st dinner was prepared by our really nice seniors. They cooked all the Malaysian food like curry chicken, chicken rice and a few more. It was really tasty! The senior here are super nice, whenever they are free they will bring us out for a walk, to the beach, teaches us how to shop like an aunty, where to fight for cheap stuff and recommend us nice food. They are so helpful, thank god that they are here to help us! Since the 1st day I am here, I started to cook everyday for every meal. I haven’t try and food from the restaurant yet. But I believe after a few months where I get use to the convert ion then may be I will eat out.

The Aberdeen city also has a very good town planning and really organized not like Malaysia. The buildings here are different; all of them built by granite and is grey in colour. With the same colour and same pattern, the city looks so tidy and nice. In addition to that, the flowers started to bloom and you can find it everywhere. It is beautiful!

About shopping, oh no! I am not sure what kind of sale they are having now but there are discount everywhere. For example topshop, is like 5pounds for a jumper, 8pounds for a jeans and 25pounds for a formal coat. For other shop, you can get a 1 or 2 pounds t-shirt.

I like this place very much. Just for the past few days, I experienced jet lag. Wake up around 5 or 6am and can’t sleep anymore. Then I will start to find something to do like clean the toilet and room. The bridging course is starting now, but I am still in a holiday mood. I really have to settle down and study. This is the main reason why I am here.

Miss all of you in Malaysia…….keep in touch k. will update my blog as frequent as possible. Cheer…..

transition....

2008-03-29T10:42:00.002+08:00

Another new chapter of my life will begin soon......
i am leaving malaysia on 31st of march to Aberdeen, Scotland,UK.
happy? excited? reluctant? missed? sad? worried? i don't know.....

a few words to share with you guys.....

一分关心，不需要长篇大论，短短的一句，也可很温暖。
一个知己，不需每天见面，心和心的维持，也可以很长久。

在世界上没有陌生人，只有还没认识的朋友

Messy kiss

2008-03-24T16:22:00.008+08:00

This is what i did to my dad's car yesterday when i am on my way back from perak.

the story start here, after paying respect to my grandma for "qing ming". Then my parents and i start our journey back home around 2pm.It was raining heavily till the extend where i barely can see the car in front. so i decided to slow down and drive at the speed around 60km/hour. I considered it very slow but suddenly i realised thats a car like 6m in front of me with the brake light on. Of course i try my best to stop the car by pressing the brake as hard as possible but since it was raining heavily, the car just slide along the road for a distant and kiss the hyundai in front and the story do not end here.Then the hyundai kiss the vios in front. when my car finally stop by the impact ,the pajero behind kiss my back. oh gosh......

Then my dad and i got down and have a look. the hyundai and vios stop there because that's another 3 cars in front kissed together. luckily the driver from the vios do not come down from the car to kepo. if not i would have kill someone yesterday. so all together 3 + 4 = 7cars kiss along the highway.haih........

When i recall back, when i almost bang the car in front, i am just so helpless. my mind was blocked. with my parent screaming at the side,the only thing in my mind was " die lo, why the car is still moving, stop.......". if i am mindful enough i should avoid the car in front and go to the other lane. but...... haih.......

Thanks god everyone was fine. luckily the car still can be drive and i still manage to drive back to mentakab savely. if not, i really don't know what to do.

Lesson learned. drive really really slow when is raining. you cant estimate the effectiveness of your car brake when the road is wet.

NIGHTMARE.......

dharma through drama camp

2008-03-19T23:00:00.005+08:00

Last week I just attended a Buddhist camp for 3 days 2 night at puchong hilltop. It was a drama youth camp with the name “Dharma through drama” and the theme gratitude and appreciation. The camp was organized by Nalanda Vidyalaya. You must be wandering why I will join the camp. Actually even before I graduate from IMU last december, Bro Tan had told me about this camp. Since I am having my holiday, he asked me if I am interested to be a helper or facilitator there. So, I take it as an opportunity to learn some new things esp dharma( the teaching of Buddha).

Although it was a youth camp but the participants range from children from primary school to 17 year old secondary school students from the nalanda Sunday school. At first I though it will be just secondary school children. But I really get shocked when I see all the kids. What go through my mind at that moment was “die la, all kids wo! How to communicate o….”

Then I just try to join in their workshop, surprisingly all of them are so outgoing and even the small kids are so into all the activities. They actively participate and enjoyed the activity very much. They also can communicate well among themselves, that’s no gap between them even though the age are different If you want me to describe who they are, I only can say they are extra-extraordinary, independent, talented, creative…… throughout the camp, they are suppose to come out a sketch and perform it in front all the parents on sat night. To compare their performance with others sketch from our usually camp, they are much more better than us haha :-) all their performance are just incredible, but personally I like the G+A group performance, kok jun you are my best actor k haha. Wei kit and ming shen are also like professional gangster. Chong kheng- the best father in the world. No offence to so-far group.

During the camp, although I am just a facilitator but I learned a lot especially from the kids haha. I can observed so many good quality from the kids, is too many for me to list down 1 by 1. In the camp, bro tan also give a chance to be an emcee for the grand night. It was quite a big challenge for me because I have to speak in English haha. And I only have an hour to prepare (act no script, just crap for the whole night) but it was a very good experience. Then, I also learn some dharma about gratitude and appreciation. Bro tan also tell us about cultivate the good value and educate others when ready. Be humble, be yourselves and do not pretend. Give chance to others when necessary and make others shine when possible. As bro tan said “if the sun is always there, we cannot see the moon” everyone has their own contribution and roles in the community, appreciate what others did.

So I take this opportunity to say thanks to bro tan who gives a chance to join the camp and teach me a lot of things these 2 years. Thanks to all the sisters for taking good care of us during the camp. Beside that, during the camp I am also so lucky where I get the blessing from the chief monk to wish me luck personally for my study. Thanks to all the kids also for giving me such a memorable camp, I miss all of you so much. I also miss the time when they call me “jackie ko ko” haha. So friends, we shall meet again in the future and best of luck in whatever you all undertaking.

p/s Celestine, as I promised ,I put ur name in the post haha, remember to leave a comment after u read it k.

good news !!!!!

2008-03-12T12:32:00.003+08:00

air asia coming out with new promotions and destinations......
ho chi minh, vietnam is one if them and is only RM49.90 le.
last time i went with tiger airline(singapore budget airline) with 50 sing dollar, gosh now so cheap d...haih......

and x-tra hot deal gold coast, australia RM249(one way) only....... may be you all can plan for the june trip d.although i cant join but my spirit with always be there hahaha

WASA QUEEN CRUISE

2008-03-10T23:01:00.008+08:00

Last trip?? For the past few months whenever we gather together for any purpose we will always worry whether it will be the last gathering. But from what I realized, there is no end to it. This is a very good sign and it showed a lot of things. 1st, it showed everyone miss each other too much. 2nd, we are too playful (even my mom start complaining d). 3rd, we like to gather around even though there is nothing to do (will elaborate soon) and the list can go on and on and on.

We just came back from the trip for 2 days 1 night in WASA QUEEN, one of the cruises under star cruise company. It was rather a spontaneous trip because the plan came up just a few days before the trip. But within a limited period (because of the promotion price and date), the organizer lemon chew managed to get 9 people to participate the trip. So credits to our lemon, our contact manager, our transport coordinator, driver and others who involved in the planning.

So the journey started around 5pm where 8 of us gather at maluri lrt station, but before that few of them went to sing k ( I think you can guess who are they). Then we go straight to the star cruise terminal at the west port klang to meet up with king vee.
While waiting for king vee, as usual we cam-whore around the terminal and make a lot of noise.* Oh before I forget, I must post this part up. (not sure whether our dear organizer, lemon chew is mong or do it on purpose, she only booked for 8ppl and kiong name is not included and the worse part is she only tell him when she meet him at the lrt station, so he have to register on the spot) but luckily he can join us for the trip in the end. If not, I can’t imagine what is going to happen between them haha.

The programme started with dinner from 8pm to 10pm and we eat from 8pm to 10pm. Cheng kai kiong still remain his style when eating buffet, just like to take a lot of food and can’t finish it. While Yong ling ying still that lazy, she never goes to take her own food but always show her innocent face and beg others to take for her.

After the dinner , we walk around the cruise. Not much to explore because most of the space are occupied by the rooms and the most of walkway on the deck are restricted to staff only. While exploring, we (the trouble maker) are so childish, some of them knocked other people door and run away. After that we went into the casino, at first we just stand around then we discover the drinks are free but none of us order it. You know why?? Because the supper is going to start soon, so we want to save the stomach for the supper.( Haih, we are still what we are! Never change)

During the supper we sat with quin leng’s friend and gossip about her admirer. *Hint hint* ask us for details if want haha. Then we went to visit her friend’s room. The room is too small to fit all of us but we still insist to go in and take photo. Her friend almost freaks out and chases us out due to our noise and invasion.

Then is time to gamble, each of us get some money out and let our future actuarial science pro to gamble. But sad to say, in the end we contribute all the money to UNCLE LIM haha. While gambling, most of us –(the clever consumer/ “cheap”) ordered more than 5 cups of drinks because it is complimentary / we already paid for it.

The trip ended with the breakfast around 8am. Everyone was too tired, so we canceled our bak kut teh trip. All of us went back to lik chun’s house and sleep till evening. Since it was Election Day( scared of riot), we went out for our (lunch + dinner) at 5pm. After dinner, we stay at home chit chat and play “lami” till midnight. We are like the无业游民 except we do not drink alcohol and smoke, slack for the whole day. Before we sleep we have some small talk till 3am.

This might be the last trip for me before leaving Malaysia in 3 weeks time. I really appreciate everyone who spend their time joined the trip as my farewell trip. I will miss all the memorable moment, all the jokes and the teasing hahaha. I believe we will do this again in the future.

2008-03-10T22:59:00.000+08:00

gathering/ farewell

2008-03-02T17:22:00.011+08:00

Another gathering was held last week, you can get a full details of the potluck gathering from lik chun’s blog and the post about the activity after the party can be found in kai kiong's blog.So in this entry i will just post some photos up.

The idea of having the potluck party was just a random thought during a “yam cha” session. Although it was random , but as usual crazy people like us will always make things real and not just talk about it. then it started with creating an event invitation from facebook, and a few ppl organize it here and there and finally it turn out to be a successful cooked out session. 12 crazy ppl were there except king vee, chui wan,sheenie and hsin wern.

the 9 dishes and 1 soup.

this are the 3 dishes cooked by me.curry chicken, tomato shrimps and kangkong. the curry turned out not very nice because the potatoes were overcooked and melted but the tomato shrimps still ok la, so ppl any comment haha......

yesterday night, we went out yam cha again. and a few idea came out by us. we are planning to go to vietnam in 2010 where everyone had graduate and start earning money. just need to save about RM1000 then you can join us for the trip. so make sure you are free or save your annual leave till the end of year k. remember you only need 7day of holiday and rm1000. besides vietnam, some of them also planning for singapore trip this june. more and more trip and event are coming up, so pls update urself k ......

Gathering

2008-02-23T17:36:00.003+08:00

I am actually in charge of this event post but other events after this are already up before me haha pai sei. Suppose to post this up before New Year haha sorry people…..

When that’s a new photo taken with our Mrs. Yap, you know another year has come. Not to say is a tradition to visit our teacher every year but as a “good student” like us, we always visit our teacher when we are free or during any special occasion like Christmas and New Year.

Again this year we visit to Mrs. Yap’s house the night before our awana kijal trip to update and catch up with her. Nothing much about the night but when I try to post this I have a few thoughts. After SPM , few of us try to organize some gathering every year till now I think we have at least a formal or so call official gathering where we will gather at teacher’s house or some where like KFC every year, fortunately quite a lot of people “give face” and gather together. But for the last few visit not many ppl joining may be due to low publicity and the gathering are quite spontaneous haha. I think is quite hard for everyone to join every gathering but we appreciate whoever that joined us.

Is not the matter of how many people joining for each gathering but is the intention and afford made by everyone to make it to success. Besides this auntie yap house gathering, we have a few more events in KL. Every time everyone try so hard to join and organize every meeting. Accommodation, transport, money, phone bill, msn, facebook, blogspot etc. from all this, I can see that although we had graduated 4 years plus, everyone taking a different path, different course, different state, different country, different phone company, different study time table but we always try our best to keep in touch and meet up. No matter your phone is 012,019,016, house phone, international line, they will still call and sms you. No matter what classes or what event they have if they think they can skip it, they will skip it just to gather. This show how desperate we are. When we meet each other we are still like a high school student. We make a lot of noise, gossip, teasing each other, eat, and stay over at someone house (highest record 16ppl in 1 apartment(but 1 room) with only 4 single mattress . We will never get bored when we are together, even you let us stay in an isolated island, provided enough food (we eat a lot) we will survive while having fun. We can talk all day and create our own entertainment. I always feel that the god is too nice to me, let me know this entire people in my life.

For me, relationship always involved 2 or more than 2 people. Take it as a chemistry equation, to maintain a relationship is like a maintaining an equation in equilibrium. Everyone has to contribute and sacrifice to balance it up. Actively participate, if you are a passive person your relationship is only 1 way. Make others feel that is worth to be with you.

p/s auntie yap said she like some special tea and chocolate from oversea,I forgot the name anyone who remember can leave a comment here.

I am back

2008-01-31T18:10:00.000+08:00

Finally, I am back……
Be patient k, new posts are coming.
Preview:1. imu graduation
2. langkawi trip
3. Cambodia,Vietnam and Singapore trip
4. Awana kijang trip
5. Chinese new year

I want to go home

2007-12-15T10:33:00.000+08:00

i want to go home, the god just make a joke with me and make my life so miserable......
is not just flood, yesterday night my dad"s factory got burned. wat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no mood for the details, just refer to newspaper :-(

flooding

2007-12-14T09:35:00.000+08:00

- 国内新闻 -

淡马鲁文德甲与世隔绝 2007/12/13 18:10:09●南洋商报

（淡马鲁13日讯）彭亨州第二大城市淡马鲁县及文德甲水灾情况恶化，对外交通几乎中断。截至今午2时，全县共有5千839名来自910户家庭的灾民被疏散。
淡马鲁县水灾行动室发言人向《南洋商报》指出，县水灾拯救委员会共启动了117间救灾中心包括学校、民众礼堂等安顿灾民。 -->-->水位上升另一方面，至午间时分，县水灾行动室的消息指出，淡马鲁、文德甲市及联增多个地区受到严重灾情影响，水位不断高涨，多个道路淹没，交通中断，几乎与外间失去联络，坐困水城。消息指出，至下午2时左右，通往首都吉隆坡的道路已完全中断，东海岸大道113.3公里处路也已经淹没。从淡马鲁通往直凉的旧路、通往关丹旧路、通往瓜拉吉挠、而连突路段也面对多条道路水淹的问题，淡马鲁往返关丹的唯一通路东海岸路段则可以通行。另外，文德甲通淡马鲁1英里路段、文德甲市区多条道路、文德甲金河镇及5英里以及联增市区和甘榜地区也难逃水淹，联邦道路中断。

i never ever thought that this will happen in mentakab, it only happened once in 1970.
the most important place for the mentakab residents ~the market "pasar mentakab" is affected, my mom said that there is no way to get vegetables and raw food. TF, 1 of the hypermarkets is flooded and closed, so the only way to get our food is "The store" but how much stock do they have, now no more sardin and rice,maggi is going to finish soon.hopefully indo mee still have stock.grandma's coffee shop "zhap fan"also no vegetables to cook d.haih.......

Taman sempalit is the worse, i called shey li yesterday night. she said her house is like the waterpark now, and have to go back with sampan, currently the family is staying is KSM. Don't worry li,they are fine.......

now all roads are blocked.the way to our dearest hwa lian is blocked too. i think if still raining for the next few days, mentakab will be an island. karak highway is affected, highway is no longer highway it is halfway now. people can't go to KL and i can't go back as well.

since the election is coming, i think they will do something for the mentakab folks.......
if not i will not vote for u..........

EXAM......

2007-12-05T13:20:00.001+08:00

no time to blog.......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2007-11-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

happy bithday to ruoh shyan........

and good luck for your final paper k.......

although we can't celebrate with you in NSW,australia but i have a cake for u here hahaha. if you count the candle light in the picture there are 21 lights , this is just for u....hope you like it

p/s kelly, don't feel old k, we are just 21.and we have 1 more member now hahaha

outbreak

2007-11-25T12:48:00.000+08:00

i am currently studying health issue, this is the last system in our imu curriculum for 5 semesters. during the last pbl i just come across this term outbreak. there is a guideline by world health organisation for any epidermic in any part of the world to ensure everyone is save.

so, as i said our life must be systematic and organised like the ECG, i had create an epidermic investigation for our current epidermic"EOS5" so that i can get through this disaster.

step 1 establish the existence of outbreak
- stop dreaming everyone know there is EOS 5 exam

step 2 confirm diagnosis
-EOS 5 is confirmed by ADD, you had received your exam timetable. don't deny

step 3 establish the case definition and count case
-people who are infected usually appear in library
clinical feature: their eye bag is big and swell, oral hygiene is bad( complication from excessive caffeine consumption), muscle ache( complication from carrying books and notes), frequent yawning, weight gain( eat to much chocolate to reduce stress), pressure sore usually at gluteal region( sitting to long to study), depress, no appetite.

step 4 relate outbreak to time ,place and person
-end of year, before new year, around Christmas, bukit jalil imu student

step 5 determine who is at the risk of becoming ill
- all the imu student ID number start with M0508XXX

step 6 tentative hypothesis
- too much to study to0 little time

step 7 compare hypothesis with established facts
- only have 35 days left and have to complete 1o system, have to prepare for OSCE and OSPE

step 8 plan for investigation , control, and prevention
-quarantine all the student force them to study
- close down all the cinema
-create a drug to stay awake with functioning brain

prevention
-prepare an easier exam paper
-open library for 24 hours
-personal massage for all student(prevent pressure sore)
-nice and cheap food( i am sick of the canteen food)
-longer study break

sorry ppl i am just too bored.......

LAME joke haha

2007-11-18T13:20:00.000+08:00

这是一个真实的事。。。一个印裔女生在上个月在沙亚南因为交通意外去世了。。。她名叫Priya。是被一辆失控的罗里撞的。她有一名男友名叫Shankan来自柔佛。他们非常恩爱。他们每时每刻都有电话联络。绝对少不了电话。Priya每天的一大部分时间都在跟男友通电话。Shankan跟Priya的家人的关系非常好。。。Priya生前曾与家人和朋友说过，如果有一天她突然去世了，一定要把她的手机烧给她。但大家都不以为然。她去世后，出殡的那天，没有人可以把她的棺材移动。最后她的家人叫了她们的邻居Pak Darin，他是一个来自泰国的巫师。Pak Darin告诉Priya的家人说Priya还不肯走。因为还有东西没带走。。。Priya的朋友就告诉他们Priya生前所说过的要求。他们马上打开棺材把Priya的手机和Sim Card放进去。。。不过几分钟，大家再试移动棺材。。。真的一下就把棺材抬起来了。大家都吓倒了，却不敢说什么。Priya的家人都没把Priya去世的消息告诉Shankan。因为Shankan在外地工作，不想Shankan分心。两个星期后，Shankan打给Priya的妈妈说：“Aunty，我今天回来了，会到你家，记得煮我最爱吃的菜哦~还有，记得不要告诉Priya，我要给她一个惊喜！”当Shankan回到来，妈妈把整件事都告诉了他。Shankan听了就哈哈大销，以为他们在开玩笑玩弄他。妈妈为了证明此事拿出了Priya的死亡证书出来证明。Shankan开始混乱了。他说：“是真的？！但我昨天还跟她通电话！！！她还打给我！！”突然间。。。。。。Shankan的电话响起了。Shankan说：“你们看。。。Priya打来了！我没骗你们的。”家人马上叫他接电话并打开扬声器让大家听。大家都听见了他们的对话，还有Priya清楚的声音。。。他们马上找Pak Darin求助。Pak Darin找了他的师傅Tok Chen来帮忙。两位师傅作法大概五个小时多。。。终于有了结果。。。因为。。。DiGi最好的网络，任何人，任何网络，任何时间，任何地方~我会跟随你~跟随你无论你在哪里~走偏天涯海角~爬山涉水也~不离不弃~

slack....

2007-11-17T17:56:00.000+08:00

Is Saturday ……
Suddenly I just feel like going back to mentakab. When I reached library this morning, I just don't have the mood and motivation to study. Flashed back to my life in sunway, every weekend I will try my best to find my way and time to go back to mentakab, just to run away from hostel avoiding books and KL food. Beside that, usually Friday night when I reached home, surely I will receive sms “ lim teh 10.30pm, u drive fetch me and x and y and z” . So after dinner with my family I will rush back home to shower and go out. Initially the group is big. Sometimes we can have 3 full tables. Then everyone will just order a 70cent drinks, some may just ordered plain water which is 20cent (u know who u r k haha)and we will sat there for like 3 hours, I think the tauke will pray very hard every weekend that our group will not go their shop, not only Friday even Saturday we will go out again. Still remember all the night that we chat till midnight. Sometimes I just wonder what are there so interesting for us to chat for so long. May be we are just kepo. Haih, but now from 3 tables it turns into 2 tables recently may be just 4 persons. Everyone is busy, everyone also have something to do. Everyone have their own life now, some have activity in uni la, some need to do assignment la, some need to exam la,some went to oversea la bla bla bla .
Time just passed like that, from sunway till now I am already away from home for 4 years and I am going to uk soon..... but have to pass my final first haha

eii actually I want to blog about yesterday movie but suddenly write so much rubbish haha. Oh yesterday I went to watch “Beowulf”in midvalley. Before I comment about the movie lets do some explanations first, ok I know I have exam, I know I have a lot to study, I know I am behind the schedule but I went ops!. See, I am not nerd I have life hahaha. No la, just give myself a lot of excuse and feeling better for not studying and feel more guilty and study more. See such a clever medical study haha. Ok back to the movie, before the movie we had our dinner at kim gary and we start to talk about the movie. Suddenly paul said the movie is actually a cartoon. Oh what! Is a cartoon! I should be in the library studying for final but them I am here to watch a cartoon. Before that I thought this is a good movie and yih seong recommended and said wah damm nice, must go and watch and so I thought it must be good. But it end up……ermmm ok is a cartoon don’t expect too much. normal story line. After the movie we saw yeap, jia qi and others who are watching the same movie. And they say kena tipu by me because…
after the lecture I met them in library
Yeap: where you going?
Me : movie.beowulf
Yeap: nice meh..
Me : very nice le
Yeap : who said one
Me : newpaper haha

And they went hahahaha.is ok don’t be angry. Cartoon quite nice ma….

CNS and Mock OSCE

2007-11-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

Today i just finished my mock osce. for those who do not know what it is, osce is our practical exam where you have to do some physical examination on the simulated patient(sp) and take some history. i think it was ok, the questions are quite easy for my group. i got a cervical lymph node examination and palpation of the abdomen. the best part is i have DR CHO and DR JAG as my examiner who we labelled them as "rabbit"examiner compare to other csu"tiger"examiner. For my bahavioural sciences history taking station, my "anxiety"sp just keep talking and talking until i do not even have a chance to ask question. luckily what she was saying are relevant to the question.other than that everything went smoothly.

last 2 days was my CNS (central nervous system)exam. again it was ok, not to say that i did very well but at least not so bad. most of the questions were from our pbl (problem based learning) and past year, thanks god that i really spend my time to read pbl this time and it helps hahaha. some of my friend like wei loong the one with hyperthrophy of broca's area keep complaining that the exam is not fair because it is from past year and pbl. haih friend, nothing is fair in this world.that's life, stop complaining about cns exam, we only have 45 days left for EOS and i shall go study now.

Matching

2007-11-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

opps! is bad to abandon my new born blog here without any entry right, so today i die die also have to post something haha.......

just to update everyone, the matching result is out.
and people, i am matched to my first choice-the university of aberdeen, scotland. i will be leaving malaysia next april.

some might be asking why do i choose aberdeen .There are a few reasons, first it is cheap compare to other university. Then the course is also shorter which is only 2years and 4 months so that means i can graduate earlier haha,and most importantly it is in uk so i can meet most of my hometown and sunway friends there hurray....... the other reason is also it starts in april not like other uk uni which start in sept.so i will not rot here for waiting 8 months. (ha there are so many so in this paragraph)

but all this will only happen provided i pass my final EOS5 which is about 7 weeks from now.OMG and i am still so slack.i wonder whether i can finish my 1st round revision a not.haih!

for futher information about the matching result, you can visit to senaiboy's blog.......

Newborn

2007-11-03T22:21:00.000+08:00

hi,everyone......
today i decided to upgrade myself from a blog reader to a blogger.
so, proudly present to you my new blog -ECG. happy birthday ECG.......
now i am officially a new baby in blogging, do drop by and leave a comment.

As you know, i am not very good in writing and expressing my feeling. Do let me know if you notice any grammar or spelling mistake.

today is also benjamin ng wei liang 22nd birthday.....Happy birthday ben.......